Finding the Never-Told Truth

There'd been always something in your eyes
I wanted to believe in what I recognised
But I was too stubborn to reach beyond
Your shield of the truth you never told.

Lonely inside, my deep soul was free.
And you needed as well to know me
But I didn't show what I was made for
So you just passed it over.

But now I scream, cry and lie
For nothing less than a smile
But nothing's left, I need to give up
Your never-told truth you've locked up.

I must keep looking for you deep there, somehow
And yes, I love to make myself fall down.
I'll run away, someday, evaporate
And never make me feel that hate.

And if you save me from that pain
I'll make you think it's been in vain.
I deserve everything, warm or cold
Because I've never found what you've never told.