You never...

You never deserved my love,
Never had something to die for
You said we all slowly rot
While saying that you would not.

You never thought about me
And you never were free
I had to struggle within my own heart
And you weren't even taking part.

You never wanted to be mine,
And I will never wish for that, fine.
And I screamed and fought for you
And I feel nothing. But I hope you do.

You never needed your life
For you could easily die in lie.
And I always hope you'll see
That there's nothing taking you away from me.

You never reached for something more,
You always touched what you bore.
I was so forgiving, I thought you might
Finally see my point of view right.

And you never wished to back down.
You always wanted to be around.
And you never waited for your heart
And you never took anything apart.

I never wanted to forget you
And now I thankfully do.
But not all of me is ready to let go
But I must at last say no.