I Died, But I'm Not Leaving

Lonely in me, they are still there
Otherwise, it wouldn't be fair.
How could I learn to face up the storm
And never back down, learn to control?

I tried to send them away, it's done.
I tried to forget my mistakes, I'm gone.
And there are always illusions to keep me alive
When I could easily fade within the sunrise.

I am there, awake and fine
The truth, it will never die.
And I cannot lie, I am lost
This is everything, a ghost.

I am forgotten, I am betrayed
I should've gone away, but I stayed.
I am sorry to disappoint your love
But I cannot leave, I'll just fly above.