Loudly Enough

You promised everything you could not get
I lied and threw myself in regret
We weren't, in the end, so tough
And I screamed it inside loudly enough.

I needed the permanent light of trust
It soon was completely covered with dust
I couldn't reach it anymore, hopeless-
I could see nothing but that never wanted darkness.

Loudly enough, I shout a word for you
So I can finally believe we are true
I feel sorrow, grief and pain
Disbelief, misery and shame.