Goodbye, November

Take my revenge and envy with you,
Unchain my horror, begin my story anew
Let me sink, follow your deep voice
Goodbye, November, go and rejoice.

My sweet delay of grinding use
Away from falling apart, set loose
Waving at the wind, pouring air
Tears are all I can wear.

It's cold, black; but it's really just white.
November, how do you manage to leave
And undo what I so desperately long to weave
My story, my army, my mission, the fight.