Indeed, I Am

I could see with my eyes how you wished to push me out

Of there, like I had made you doubt

My true value in the world

But then, I should have hated myself for what I've done

To you, but see, indeed I am the worst enemy

A great companion can have.

Indeed I am the last person you wish you knew

Indeed you are more than the friend I wish I had

But then, one only believes what one's fantasies seem

Indeed I am the most creative one of all.

I should have seen that when I looked upon you

But I was blind-folded by my own thoughts

I believed that 'wait, you feel the same as me'

And so I let you be whatever you dreamt

And I kept nodding to myself.

And yet I do not really know

To whom I intend to write this song

Maybe it should stay like this a long,

Long time, before I seek and find

The truth I am and the lies I have

Beneath those false regrets I face

Indeed I am the worst place

You have gone too many times.