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I am lost in the balance I tried to keep

Between the easy and the too deep

I am lost in the balance of my words

Between the thoughtless ...and the others

I am now lost in my own mind

Between the very different ...and mine.

I am now thrown in the place of losing

In time I hope I'll stop refusing

I am now hidden before a face

That I didn't see these days.

I am lost in the faithful chance I asked

I would yet try anything to unmask

Things I did not approve and at last

I end this by saying my apology

For what I meant but didn't see.